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Writer's Block: Back to the future

If you were 12 and could see yourself now, do you think you'd be happy or disappointed, and why?

lol Oh god my 12 year old self would hate me. I know I'd end up yelling at myself for being a selfish little bastard, and the fact that I'm a geek now would make her rabid. Plus all my weird fetishes and pedo-tastic ways would seriously creep her the fuck out. However if I meet my 7 year old self we would get along smashingly.
Behold... My Future
  I will marry Other Wybie.  
  After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Austrailia in our fabulous Mansion.  
  We will have 2 kid(s) together.  
  Our family will zoom around in a Black Ford Mustange.
  I will spend my days as a psychiatrist, and live happily ever after.  
whats your future

Writer's Block: Under Protest

Have you ever participated in a boycott? What did you boycott and why?
I'm actually currently boycotting a nearby mall. More specifically the Spencers. The reason for this is they acussed a friend of shoplifting and caused her a whole lot of pain and drama. 

I'm BORED!!!! 83

 I stole this from pippin_my_ride. ^_^

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
I started driving. 83

2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I never make resolutions.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?
My grandpa.... :'C

5. What countries did you visit?
None, I've never even been out of the states surrounding Kansas, why would that change.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
I want Anna back! ;_;

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
•February 23rd - grandpa died

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Not comiting suicide, and keeping my depression hidden from the people I care about.

9. What was your biggest failure?

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I've had terrible diarrea for the last half of the year. T_T

11. What was the best thing you bought?
....... My striped "Happy Bunny: Cute but Phsyco" hoodie, and Anna's new boots. They look great on her. ^^

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Anna's, she really is the best thing that's ever happend to me. ;_;

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
 My moms and sometimes Holly's and Aarons.

14. Where did most of your money go?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I got to go to Oklahoma with my friend Holly for three days. ^_^ That was the best time of my life.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?

Let's See How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty!!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? (c) richer or poorer?
A) Sadder, Fatter, Poorer.

18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Ice Skateing, OMG I MISS THAT!!! :C

19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Procrastinate, definetly.

20. How will/did you spend Christmas?
Opened presents then everyone left and I was alone all day....

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
yes. ^_^

22. What was your favorite TV program?

23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
I don't hate her, but my mom became super bitch this year.

24. What was the best book you read?
JtHM:directors cut....

25. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Definetly Seussical the Musical. I wish I had known before that this existed,

26. What did you want and get?

27. What did you want and not get?
My friend back and my grandpa to live...

28. What was your favorite film of this year?
 Horton Hears a Who!

29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned sixteen and on my birthday I got in huge trouble and seriously considerd suicied.

30. What's one thing made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Definetly "Horton Hears A Who," more Seuss = more fun. ^_^

31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
I huge mixture of Rainbows, fishnets, stripes, leather trench coats, and tights. 

32. What kept you sane?
Sane? lulz Is that even possible for me? But I guess the things that kept me from going on my homicidal rapages were my friends. But now that, like, none of them are alowed over any more I'll probably be in the news soon. 8D

33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

34. What political issue stirred you the most?
Prop 8 I guess, I don't like politics much.

35. Who did you miss?
My grandpa ;_;

36. Who was the best new person you met?
Kittyhugger on DeviantART! She has become a really good friend.

37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
Everything in life changes, and it fucking SUCKS!!!!

38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"I don't want to be the one who's old before their time
And loose the wonder that I felt as a child
I can't run this race believing I might loose
There's still so much to see, and so much left to do"
                                ~Jo Dee Messina - Was That My life

......wow as I filled this out I got really depressed. :'(


K So my friend Holly and I are just sitting around listening to her mix CD and painting. When her CD comes up with Jo Bros music we start to talk about our fav JB songs:

 "My favorite is actually the first JB song I ever heard, it's their song Mandy. The thing I don't get though is why did they have a female singer back then an not now?"
 " STFU SRSLY????"

So I look up the video on YouTube and HOLY SHIT IT IS NICK!!!!


Writer's Block: The Undead

With Halloween on the horizon, burning questions about the undead need to be answered: Can being a zombie be considered suffering?
I don't think it would be a bad thing to become a zombie. Be you mindless of aware you would be a practically unstoppable force, your only weakness being your head after all.



There, now that I have that out of my system I'll explain why I find my mother to be a bitch. If anyone watches my Dev. account it's likely you've already seen this

I'm sure you all have at least one friend that one, or both, of your parents don't like. I have a lot of friends who are really nice, polite, and always act really good around my family.... and my mom doesn't like any of them. Do you know why my mom doesn't like my friends? Because none of them are named Aaron, well except one, and he's the reason behind all this anyway.

You see my mom has this crazy illusion that Aaron and I are going to grow up, fall in love, get married, and live happily ever after, and at one time I shared in this fantasy with her, but after some time I realized that he was like more of a brother to me than anything else so I just accepted the fact that this little fantasy world will never be and have moved on.

However my mom has not given up on us. She's gotten so bad that when ever I have someone over, who is not Aaron, she acts all pissy and bitchy....TO THEIR FACE!!! D:< It's the most embarrassing thing ever to have your mom come in and say:

"Oh so she's here again? Why don't you invite Aaron over, do you not like him anymore?"

It's terrible, and everybody agrees with me. At least the other members of my family have the common courtesy to wait till my friends are out of the house, or at least out of the room, till they start yelling at my mom to STFU!!

I must be a really good friend though, because for some reason, despite the fact that they're likely to be yelled at for living, my friends still come over. Now if that's not true friendship I don't know what is. Though if my mom keeps acting the way she does then it's likely that these true friendships will become very strained. ;_;

 So I don't leave you on a sour note, I went shopping this weekend with those true friends I told you about and we got so much awesome colorful stuff. I'll upload pictures as soon as I can I promise. ^_^
 priestessofnox Gave me the letter O. ^w^ I shall use it wisely. XDD

1. O-zone (best band ever, seriously u gaiz)
2. Oskar (School for Vampires)
3. OMG, they killed Kenny!!! (lmfao)
4. Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire - Fright Ranger (It's a really catchy and addicting song)
5. Open-mindedness ^w^
6. (my) Only One <3
7. Obama (I really don't like any of the candidates, but I dis-like him the least)
8. Orange Roses of Smex! (this is kind of an inside joke)
9. Orgasm 8DDDD
10. (the) Oh so awesome Priestessofnox (ha see the O at the front? It counts. XDDDD)

It's official, I've crossed over....


lol Not really, my minds actually crossed over from wanting to stay here in America all my life to wanting to move over to Europe. Where did this thinking come from? Well I guess that's just what happens when you're friends with pippin_my_ride. It's thanks to her journal entrys that I know see how awesome that continent really is. First off, they have super awesome music. Eurodance, FTW!!

But the thing that really got my attention was School for Vampires. This show rocks so hard. Recenlty I was able to find a web site that acctually had episodes on it, unfortunatly they're all in Italian. WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE FOR SUBTITLES!!!!!!!!!

anyway that's all for now. TTYL

ZOMG!!!! Boy Love

Weeeeee I'm finally going to start using this blasted account, and I'm going to start by posting a song I wrote. Well I kinda wrote it, it's really a parody of High School Never Ends by Bowling or Soup. The title is Boy Love, don't like don't read, it's that simple. Note: This was written for humor and fun out of boredom only, do not take it to seriously.

 The Boy Love Song

They thought it was just a fad
A random impulse that I had
But all my joy watching boy on boy
Has gotten worse it's kinda sad

So I watch it every day
Even if my  friends may think "That's Gay!"
i don't care I just ignore them
So what if they're quere
I like 'em that way

My friends think I am just to obsessed
 With boy's who crossdress and boy on boy sex
And don't be dissen when they are kissen
Tender boy love is always the best

And don't hate me cause I like it
If you think that it's just wrong
Then I think you've had your mind closed for far to long

It's the Boy Love Song

Check out my favorite pairs
When I see this I have to stare
Can be fanfiction or fan art
But YouTube is a nice place to start

Then you add my love of yuri
Which makes my girlfriends start to worry
So many same sex sites on the net
But don't get me wrong I still like het

Axle and Roxas, can't be parted
Spongebob and Patrick, that's where I started
Gaara and Lee
Brainy and Superman
I'm such a Yaoi whore
The biggest in the land (not)

My friends think I am just to obsessed
 With boy's who crossdress and boy on boy sex
And don't be dissen when they are kissen
Tender boy love is always the best

And don't hate me cause I like it
If you think that it's just wrong
Then I think you've had your mind closed for far to long

It's the Boy Love Song


 Well as all can see I've finally gotten a LJ account, yay me!!!

I can't wait to post journal entries, and join groups, and make friends. ^w^ This is going to be great. 
As I'm sure you can tell I'm really hyper and happy, that's usually the case with me, I always hide my pain behind a mask of joy so on most days I'm faking it. But not today, today I really am happy. 

I can't wait to get started on making new friends.